On the flight home from Florida a few weeks ago, I read Notes of a Desolate Man by Taiwanese writer Chu T'ien Wen. The book a short, impressionist
novel about the attempt of the narrator to recapture the past through the act of writing. (Hey Proust!) The
narrator, a man -- although the author is a woman, to the extent that matters (and I would say it doesn't in this case, to her credit) -- lives in Taiwan; he is perhaps not old but is not young either -- we
know that he identifies strongly as a ‘baby boomer’ (and not at all with Gen-X) -- and he reflects on different episodes
of his life, primarily revolving around his friendship with another gay man
(the narrator is gay) who has recently died of AIDS. Also covered are an early love affair with a
dancer and an ongoing relationship with another man to whom he is “married”
(in the ceremonial sense only).
The book at times feels as much like an essay as a
novel, as the narrator ruminates on everything from politics, sociology and – most of all
– art and literature, making reference to a wide range of authors and filmmakers (and scholars) who helped to form his understanding of the world as a non-heterosexual and also provided the
bonds of friendship, particularly with his dying friend (with whom he came of
age).
Ozu, Visconti and Fellini are all discussed at
length, as is Goethe and Levy-Strauss. The prose is dense and poetic, i.e., the opposite of action-packed, which is not at all a criticism but rather a warning to anyone who might pick this up looking for a 'light read.' I tend to prefer novels written with a more traditionally lyrical style (the back cover not inaccurately describes the text as 'postmodern,' and the narrator employs many familiar tricks, i.e., tense changes, non-linear narrative, and so forth), but any failure on my part to embrace it should be considered more a reflection on me than a problem with the book, which is beautifully constructed and filled with a depth of melancholy and (very slight) redemption that is entirely appropriate to the subject matter. It's to our own country's continuing shame that more writers of all stripes haven't tackled the subject of AIDS in a serious manner (unlike say, 9/11, the treatment of which is obv de rigeur). Notes of a Desolate Man is a book you won't forget too soon, even if it only takes a few hours to read.
Any reason for the repetition of the two photos?
Speaking of memories, I spent some of my four-day weekend trying to put into practice my new philosophy, "I mark only the hours that shine," a quote that I first read attributed to Edie Beale (of Grey Gardens) but upon researching it discovered that it's from a sundial in England. Duh. Anyway, in a mid-life attempt to make my life more pleasant, I am trying to remember only the good times and good things from my past. Not an easy thing to do.
The book you wrote about sounds interesting, but a little heavy for me right now.
Posted by: Robert le Diable | 04/06/2010 at 11:43 AM