I've been very busy lately working on what may be the longest set of liner notes ever written about a rock band. (I have no idea if that's actually true; I'm sure it's not.) I don't want to give any details yet, except to say that it's been a lot of fun going back and seriously listening to a band I used to love twenty years ago and -- thankfully -- still do. As I wrote in the notes, when you go back and listen to bands you once loved, it often happens that you find that you have changed, but the music has not; as a result, listening becomes an exercise in nostalgia, sort of like thumbing through a photo album. The appeal is limited.
In this case, however, I found that the music was speaking to me in new ways, which was validating. It made me feel like some of my past instincts were good, even if I couldn't have explained why in very specific terms at the time. At some point in the not-too-distant future, I will have approximately 25,000 more words to offer on this topic, but for now this paragraph will have to suffice.
In completely unrelated news, I went out to dinner on Saturday night with some visiting friends in midtown. We went to an Italian restaurant in the Garment District, on 38th Street between Eighth and Ninth Avenue. The reason I mention it is to say that the meal was great and -- unlike what I associate with so many other parts of downtown and Brooklyn on a Saturday night -- the place wasn't obnoxiously packed; it was just pleasantly crowded. It felt kind of miraculous, actually, sort of the way I'm sure I would feel if I boarded a plane now and found a few empty seats and plenty of room in the overhead bins. After dinner, we strolled east and had a drink at a hotel bar, which was also neither crowded nor empty. I wondered if we had died and were living in an alternate version of Manhattan; but no, the secret-- which I now share with you -- is to find the calm in the eye of the storm.
I spent the rest of the weekend working on the liner notes and watching the sun occasionally pass over the sunflowers, which in the shadowy light looked like an oil painting.