The wind this morning was deceivingly relentless. It didn't gust or whorl (or whirl?) but was like a quiet, steady shower of needles blowing off the river. The first few miles of my run, I was like 'hey, this isn't so bad' -- I was 'dressed for it' with thermal underwear and an outer 'shell' along with hat and gloves -- but then I was like 'umm, why does my face feel like it's about to fall off?' I apparently need to buy a 'multiclava,' which is on sale right now from _____. Stephen told me about the sale, which I was 'blissfully unaware of' because I finally 'unsubscribed' from the promotional e-mails from this company, which seemed to promise a 'once in a lifetime sales event' every few hours. I wonder if anyone twenty years ago would have said that the 'promise of the internet' would be fulfilled by making us susceptible to advertising 24/7. And not only advertising from companies, but also from friends and acquaintances who have recently released or published or made (in the creative sense) a record/song/book/poem/sculpture/video/painting. I don't blame artists for 'self-promoting,' particularly since it's a 'pot-kettle-black' situation, but I do feel increasingly fatigued/confused by the strategy of 'retweeting' every single reference to your work. I guess I'd like to write back to some of the 'worst offenders' and be like 'bro, we get it -- you made something meaningful and relevant -- you don't have to tell us ten thousand times every day.' I know that I could 'mute' or 'unfollow' but I'm just not convinced that I enjoy the Twitter/FB platforms enough -- even in a best-case scenario -- to 'invest' in curating my experience. In a way I guess it helps me 'steer clear' of something for which I feel an implicit distrust that is validated every time I log on. Being 'old school' I still prefer blogs because I think blogging usually requires more than a 'click of a button' to post something and hence makes it more likely to be worth reading. I'd rather read a self-promotional blog post, in other words, than see a series of self-promotional (re)tweets or FB updates.
IDK, maybe you know what I"m saying or maybe you don't, but in either case I'm sure you can appreciate how much I enjoyed being in the heather garden this morning, even though it was minus-fifty, because it was an 'ad-free zone.'
'Thinking about starting a new twitter, yall. Follow me @heathergarden for all the latest on my sweet blooms.' -- Heather Garden Seriously, the heather garden in winter is like a lost continent. I was disappointed that neither Bernie nor Hillary addressed the 'heather garden situation' in the most recent debate. Is it even possible for plants to bloom in such lush colors all winter? Apparently it is. The holly was also looking festive, in a kind of boring way. I guess you might say I'm voting for heather for president. All three gray cats lined up to watch the debate. "I'm concerned about the increasing disparity of wealth and want to know how each of the candidates will address this issue." -- Dante "Who wears the fuzziest sweaters? Because that's who I'm voting for." -- Zephyr The orchids were ambivalent, as always. "Are you telling me that each state has two senators? That seems so undemocratic!" -- Clio "Feel depressed that cats can't vote." -- Zephyr Here's another shot I took with my new macro lens. Orchids will give you bad dreams if you look at them too closely, is what I learned this week. Damn. Not sure I'm going to be using my macro lens that much anymore. Have you guys been watching the X-Files 'reboot'? I've been loving the opening credits and... "Actually, the last episode about the homeless monster was pretty great." -- Elektra In garden news, everyone is looking forward to spring, which is technically only about a month away. Speaking of plants that look (and act) like aliens, the hellebores fall into that category. The light is becoming increasingly diffuse and enchanting. It makes me feel like the precarious nature of the world is a constant, with the implication that things are going to be okay. Or sort of okay.
Sometimes I look out at the city and visualize an internet without advertising.
All of the skeptics would no doubt start objecting and talking about how it can never happen. 'Join the real world for a change.'
"Shut up and let's build a dream." -- Elektra