1. I felt grateful as I passed Amy Winehouse, who reminded me of a world in which Donald Trump was an irrelevant sideshow.
2. So much of my attention these days is occupied by memories and hopes.
3. I don't want to 'ignore Trump' and his inexhaustible supply of cohorts and supporters, but I don't want to acknowledge him/them, either. (And especially not on Twitter or Facebook.) I want to think about the light reflecting off the bending dune grass.
4. It seems wrong, somehow, to sound an alarm regarding a 'problem' -- let's just call it the impulse for a repressive, theocratic dictatorship -- that has been in works for at least 200-2000 years, as anyone who died in the French Revolution (and its aftermath) can attest. It also seems wrong, somehow, to sound an alarm when we are all afflicted with the same illnesses (racism, homophobia, misogyny, classism) and so often fail to acknowledge our symptoms even (or especially) as we castigate and mock others for suffering the same ailment, with the difference being only a matter of degree and/or self-awareness.
5. But dune grass aside, it also seems wrong NOT to sound the alarm. After all, we're the ones witnessing the death of a (sort of) democracy and must hold ourselves accountable.
6. In terms of 'resistance,' is it enough to exist? It's a question I frequently ask myself: sometimes I hope the answer is yes (because I'm old and tired, and have 'protest-marched' -- verb -- so many times already, going all the way back to when I was eight years old and, with my mother, picketed the Jimmy Carter White House for its/his failure to support the dying E.R.A.), and sometimes I suspect that I'm rationalizing.
7.If our society is a large body of running water, does it matter how tightly we hold together our fingers?
8. In the attempt to answer this question and many others (all related), I wrote a novel of political subversion/entertainment called #gods, which I hope you will buy direct from the publisher instead of on Amazon. Send me a picture and I will add it to the above collage, which represents the process by which a work of art, once released into the world -- and like a child -- becomes something other than which its creator can control. The official publication date is Tuesday, August 22. (It is the nature of life, when combined with the passage of time, to erase ourselves with our progeny.) That said, feel free to review it on Amazon :)